As time passes by, it becomes more and more difficult to calm down and write something. The work is busy everyday, so I don't have too much time to think about other things.
When night comes, after finishing the part-time job, I may play games or watch TV series. I start to watch the episode I am good in other cities. The story to some extent is realistic, especially the actress is almost in the same age with me. The day after tomorrow is my birthday, but I am not that happy actually.
I will welcome my 30th years of my life. To be honest, it is teriffying. I may be urged to get married. I may begin to worry about myself as well. I may find a man who I do not like that much. I may face more challenges and difficulties. I can't imagine what it will be like. Everything is unknown.
My house will come to its deadline on 21st this month, about 2 days later, by then I need to pay a huge amount of money. No deposit, no companion. What I want to do is to travel around the country to see the beautiful mountains and rivers. I miss the trip to Tibet at the end of last year, which was very valuable and interesting.
Life is not easy. Try to be optimistic! Try to find a BF this year and don't let parents worry. Miss my hometown and family. Hope my family members healthy.