There used to be so many scraps,but they've been removed totally,as well as my memories.
Actually,I've always got a bad memory.I've been so good at forgetting things which happened in the past.
This is not the first time that I can't recollect almost anything.And also I don't know if it is called "depress" in the theory of psychoanalysis.
But they hurt me deeply , I admit.
And now I'm totally a lonely one who have left everyone behind, including throwing the gift that my mother sent to me because of I don't like it.
I have no "talking-sisters",girls,or even my cat,and of course as well as boys!
I left anyone of them and I've never been like this!
Well,I must learn to be like this,learn to be a "only one",in the rest of my lifetime.