For this tonight, I would like to write English instead of Chinese. I know some guys will have some judgements about this.
But I don't care, I do what I want, following up my heart.
As I write in topic, I just felt sad about myself. The mainly reason is that I just lose money in t stock marking of today.
I just forget to care about the risky, and become crazy in earning. As as you could review, I paid for myself.
I believe if you did the same thing with you, then you could have the same feeling as me. Feeling painful and don't want to do anything.
Only being lazy and laying on the bed.
I realize that I need to watch something to transfer my attention but actually I just couldn't control myself to think about it.
That feeling has came into my heart. So what could I do?
I think the efficient way for me to beat it is that I try to love and forgive myself. But loving yourself is not easy to learn.
It needs you to treat youself well and has this awarness to love you everyday.
I should choose to gave me a choice to let me feel good and not guilt.
If I could let myself feel better by doing something, then I think I will be well soon.
May I still need to think annother way to let me feel great and lovely, kindly, etc.
I know what I should do for next. Hope next morning, I will love myself better.
Everyday is beautiful, if you are upset for today, it is ok, just be easy and relax yourself.
Tomorrow you are still a happy person.