I don't know how to descrip the feeling being very difficult in the morning but I still make it successful.
It's just like the old saying, early birds catches the warm. Hard to awake up but feeling great when finish.
That's the way I choose so I have no complain, to walk up high mountain is not quite easy and it needs patient, persistence etc.
Don't complain so much just to do it, and one day you will find it's very appreciate to thanks for great effort in these special days.
Because the road is made by you.
When I get up what did I do is a question and critical. I did meditation in the morning, after that I feel good about myself. And have a good mind to start today.
No laziness, No guilty, No blame, just now everything is perfect.