Come to me and we will talk she said
one simple sentence and my day rains
Gave me a name and made me a life
But darling I am not yours
Love me as you like
But I won’t promise to pay you back
She was my only option
As I was to her
While we constantly regret that choice
Am I her reflection
Or the twisted darkness
She close the gate or I gave up long time ago
She brought me to this world
Mine to figure out the reason why
You push your ideas on me
You tell me how to do things
You raise me to be your shadow
Now it’s my turn to shut you out
What is unconditional love
I never feel it from you
I dare to ask your support
But it comes along with your terms
Make me proud
Make me rich
Make all my scarification worthy
They say growing is understanding
Maturing is forgiving
Shall I play you the same question
“What do you want
Could you stop making trouble
Leave me some respect if you have any”
Why bother to find the way out, you will never be tired of drawing me another forest
Save your lecture, your words seed inside of me.
In your dictionary, I’m not good enough
I was born to deserve all your cruelty,
Let it sharpen my spirit
Cause one day
I will be healed.