人永遠不知道，誰哪次不經意地跟你說了再見之後，就真的不會再見了。
-宮崎駿《千與千尋》
最近一直單曲循環的一首歌《Million Years Ago》，出自英國流行歌手Adele阿黛《25》這張專輯。她曾經說過，這張專輯是哀悼逝去的青春，對過去的和解。而這首歌網譯爲"燈火闌珊""更爲貼切。
驀然回首，那人卻在燈火闌珊處。
Adele是我很喜歡的一位女歌手，以前常聽她的《Someone like You》,《Rolling In The Deep》，也是紅遍中國大街小巷的流行歌，百聽不厭。而這首歌直觸我心，舒緩美妙的音樂，加之Adele的淺吟低唱，真是無不讓人陶醉，浮想聯翩。
不禁想象着自己幾十年後，坐在酒吧裏，飲一壺濁酒，聽着背景樂，放着這首歌。想念着自己逝去的親朋好友，人生匆匆， 過往雲煙。已逝的日子是如此難忘，但那些都是回不去的曾經。
不禁感慨萬千，彷徨無助。我這一生就這樣過去了， 我得到了什麼，又失去了什麼。我來這世間走一遭，是否讓自己活的有意義，而我的意義又賦予了它什麼意義?
突然某一天，你會發現，每個令你難過的人都曾讓你開心過。
突然某一天，你會發現，餘生最美好的就是今天。
我不想突然發現這些，我想此刻此時此生，都明白這些。
我不想自己兩鬢霜白時，彷徨無助，止步不前。才感慨這一生，一無所獲。
我更不想自己因年少輕狂，錯失了那些愛我的人，錯失了那些我值得一輩子銘記的事。
父母尚在，朋友相伴。太陽照常升起，夢想依舊可追。
既然知道了自己該去珍惜，該去拼命呵護那些對我們重要的人事物。
何不抓住此時，何不擁護此刻，何不過好此生。
來不及感嘆，來不及惆悵。想到的就去做，想愛的就去愛，想孝敬父母就去孝敬，不要等到有能力了纔去做。
不要說等到我...再去...
不要說我真後悔....如果..
這些句式，是我們常常都會用到的，何不改爲"我現在就去..."，"我無怨無悔..."。
那句爛大街的話"不要等到失去了才後悔"，你知我知他知，知之者反而不知。
你不會遇到第二個我，友情也好，愛情也罷。
把你所有抱怨的時間，都拿去努力奮鬥吧!
把你所有錯過的人事，都在此時此刻珍惜!
這首歌我單曲循環了好幾天，可以找個安靜的下午，喝杯香醇的咖啡，細細品味這首歌帶來的震撼。每當聽到這首歌，我腦海裏就漂浮着種種畫面，有對過去的緬懷，有對未來的期待。
有感興趣的小夥伴，或者也喜歡這首歌的，可以一起探討你們聽完的感受喲。
以下是該歌曲的中英歌詞，有兩個翻譯版本，我都非常喜歡
I only wanted to have fun
曾經的我 怎知愁苦
Learning to fly, learning to run
肆意去跑 去飛翔
I let my heart decide the way
追尋心之所向
When I was young
那一去不復返的青春啊
Deep down I must have always known
內心深處 我早已看透
That this is would be inevitable
沒人能逃離這滄桑世事
To earn my stripes I'd have to pay
贏來滿身榮耀
And bare my soul
代價則是任由靈魂暴露於世
I know I'm not the only one
我明明你我都倍受歲月羈絆
Who regrets the things they've done
心繫往事 又追悔莫及
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
卻只有我孤身一人
Who can't stand the reflection that they see
揹負着那衆人皆知的痛苦
I wish I could live a little more
祈求老天再賜我些時日
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
我一定不再低頭 仰望天空
I feel like my life is flashing by
可眼看一生就此掠過
And all I can do is watch and cry
卻無能爲力 唯有涕淚縱橫
I miss the air, I miss my friends
我是多麼懷念故人至交和往昔那份清新
I miss my mother; I miss it when
懷念久別的媽媽 懷念那時我
Life was a party to be thrown
傻傻地覺得人生不過是一場不散的筵席
But that was a million years ago
驀然回首 卻已是萬年
When I walk around all of the streets
再次踏上那些熟悉的小巷
Where I grew up and found my feet
回到這生我養我的地方
They can't look me in the eye
迎來的不再是笑臉
It's like they're scared of me
而是人們恐懼的眼神
I try to think of things to say
尷尬的我無話可說
Like a joke or a memory
縱使拋出往日趣事
But they don't recognize me now
他們再也認不出我姓甚名誰
In the light of day
怎奈朗朗乾坤也照不透我滿身的世故啊
I know I'm not the only one
明明你我都在成長中迷惘
Who regrets the things they've done
唏噓舊日 卻無力迴天
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
可不禁覺得世上只有我
Who never became who they thought they'd be
長大後變成了自己不喜歡的人
I wish I could live a little more
祈求老天再賜我些時日
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
我一定不再低頭 仰望天空
I feel like my life is flashing by
可眼看一生就此掠過
And all I can do is watch and cry
卻無能爲力 唯有涕淚縱橫
I miss the air, I miss my friends
我是多麼懷念故人至交和往昔那份清新
I miss my mother, I miss it when
懷念久別的媽媽 懷念那時我
Life was a party to be thrown
傻傻地覺得人生不過是一場不散的筵席
But that was a million years ago
驀然回首 卻已是萬年
A million years ago
已是萬年
Million Years Ago
燈火闌珊時
I only wanted to have fun
愚趣唯我求
Learning to fly, learning to run
天地任熬遊
I let my heart decide the way
年輕正錦時
When I was young
依心而行，隨緣而適。
Deep down I must have always known
其實我已知
That is would be inevitable
萬事皆註定
To earn my stripes I'd have to pay
刑發之間
And bear my soul
浮生漣漪，心神不寧
I know I'm not the only one
芸芸衆生，非我一人
Who regrets the things they've done
心懷愧疚，抱憾終身
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
忽而頓覺，只我一人
Who can stand the reflections that they see 情堪回首，悠悠我心
I wish I could live a little more
唯有希冀，贈我時日
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
仰天遠眺，放下執念。
I feel like my life is flashing by
人生匆匆，無力追回
And all I can do is watch and cry
任其流逝，黯然心悲
I miss the air, I miss my friends
念舊日，思故友
I miss my mother; I miss it when
憶慈母，追流年
Life was a party to be thrown
人生曾繁華如是
But that was a million years ago
恰在燈火闌珊時
When I walk around all of the streets
漫步街頭，舊地重遊
Where I grew up and found my feet
成長記憶，涌上心頭。
They can't look me in the eye
時過境遷，無人回眸
It's like they're scared of me
奈何心門，都懼來扣
I try to think of things to say
勁回想與閒聊
Like a joke or a memory
趣談抑或往事
But they don't recognize me now
所視之處，物是人非
In the light of day
豔陽正當時
I know I'm not the only one
芸芸衆生，非我一人
Who regrets the things they've done
心懷愧疚，抱憾終身。
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
忽而頓覺，只我一人
Who never became who they thought they'd be 漸行漸遠，遺忘初心
I wish I could live a little more
唯有希冀，贈我時日。
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
仰天遠眺，放下執念。
I feel like my life is flashing by
人生匆匆，無力追回
And all I can do is watch and cry
任其流逝，黯然心悲
I miss the air, I miss my friends
念舊日，思故友
I miss my mother; I miss it when
憶慈母，追流年
Life was a party to be thrown
人生曾繁華如是
But that was a million years ago
恰在燈火闌珊時
A million years ago
燈火闌珊時